I fear...

That i'm really going to fail my Maths module this time. The final paper feels like how my failed mid-term paper feels like. All those afternoons spent in NYP learning and practicing seems to have gone to waste. I'm not even confident of my answers for the question i did, or rather, thought i knew how to do.

For the first time in my life, i fear that i might not pass a test. It's such a terrible feeling of uneasiness. I tried for the past day and night to put it out of my mind. Even after the multiple encouragement and reassurance of friends taking the same exam, i just can't.

I did some reading for EJB module today but it was far lesser that what i should have and could have done. Where was the motivation and the concentration i had? Was i really slacking for too long that, like a certain someone, i'm fast becoming a useless person too?

Studying at NYP tomorrow for Networking.

I'll just say, hope that my choice of entering NUS isn't me overestimating myself and my capabilities. I just don't feel so great anymore. In fact, i feel like trash.